金龟

我只是个来自乡下的小女孩，为了生活来到这繁华的城市。

这城市充满着物质主义，唯一能引诱人犯罪的是钱。当然，乡下妹都不会明白那些所谓的有钱人，过的是什么样的日子。名牌大学，光鲜外表，名贵轿车，时尚配件，对有钱人来说是垂手可得，不出奇的事。

那么当接触这类朋友时，心里少许有些澎湃。对，他们是金龟，条件很好，专业人士，是每个女生梦寐以求能和这类人牵手然后嫁入豪门的金龟。至少，能少奋斗很多年，天天睡到自然醒，长期饭票，生活的保障。好像，买保险一样。所以，金龟身边都有很多苍蝇。一汪汪。。

普通人和金龟有很多差异：背景，地位，思想，价值观，负担，都不一样。为何要强求？

我还是相信认真女人最美。认真打拼，认真的生活，认真看待自己，认真地做自己。生活最美，不是因为金龟，而是自己。

所以，金龟，可遇不可求，上天安排的缘分自有道理。勉强一起，到头来也注定要分开。

金龟，好好的生活，我相信你应该属于和拥有更好的女生。别执著于灰姑娘和白马王子的期遇，放开了，拥有的更多。祝福你。

五味人生

走到了一个阶段，就应该做那阶段的事。比如：成长，成熟，懂事。。

人生本应如此，看看身边的朋友，大家为了现实付出的努力；再看看自己，为了什么要天天7点起床，7点回家。如果没了热诚，还真的坚持不了。

追求事业上的热忱，想要在每一天作着自己喜欢和有兴趣的事，到底有几个人做得到？ 盲目的向“钱”追，为了三餐埋没理想，嘴角挂着的是想当年的理想，到底有没有人发现自己并不快乐了？

青春，应该更洒脱些，不是吗？ 不让老了的回忆只有想当年的不勇敢，换来的后悔。

五味人生，正是人生的美；沿途的风景，创造以后的结局。努力，需要一点一点累计。虽然听起来很老套，人生，就是这样来的。我希望能善用我的智慧，来帮助 有需要的人。恕我是凡夫俗子，我还是会希望有回报的。那怕只是那份感恩和感激之心。

努力的朋友，加油！

Another step in life...

After 4 years studies in University, I have graduated and become LLB holder.

After 9 months of hardship doing my chambering in firm, I have called to the Bar.

I have been through all these, step by step, tears by tears. Finally, I have reached my goal, having mover to robe on me, called as Advocate and Solicitor of Malaya. Finally, what i can say is :"Finally".

However, this is not the end, this is just another new beginning, new path in my life, another big step lead to my dream. Now i realise human being live just because they have dreams. A dream that can make you happy, a dream that can make you cry, a dream that you wanted so badly. Just because of the dream, it motivates you to move further, bravely and confidently, it doesn't matter whether you know this world is full of cruelty, or a bit of evil, and no one like to see you being successful. They want to see you fall down, they want to step on you just to be above you. Well, a lesson that we must always learn. Do Not Step On Others, Karma will come One Day.

I have completed whatsoever necessary steps and complied with compulsory procedure which lead to this path. Now, I want to choose the path that I would like to move further, that can make my life shine.. Because, I want another "Finally" in my life, i do not want my dreams fill with regret one day. Eventually i will leave this world, why not just stay the way we like.

I would like to record my appreciation to my parents, who sacrifice a lot for me all these years. My relatives who helped me when i needed the most, financially or morally, I did not forget your expectation on me. My friends, primary best friends who are really care bout each other, my form 6 friends who are sampat + sampat which i never regret to enter that school, my University level friends, although all are lawyers, but we never forget to support each others, Summer, who really helped me a lot during these 5 years, a special one who will be there no matter where am I, he sacrifice a lot for me and I always keep it in heart. Thank you...

Lastly, to myself, because you are brave enough and never give up, like the slogan of secondary school - live worthily. Wish you can shine in the future....

Maldives, bear with me, I will come to you one day, before you sink. Wait for me...