it's just a beginning..

这样的开始，会有怎样的结束呢？

我们熬个三两天，崩溃个几小时，应该没什么大碍吧？我虽然会心理不平衡，但最终我还是把宝贝给交出去了。天晓得我熬了多少心血在那。。

人嘛，总是要学着长大，学着坚强，学着面对，学着孤身作战。现在的我绝对认同了经验的重要性，就所谓读破万卷书，不如行走万里路。再聪明的人也要靠实践来把自己提升到另一个阶段。我也庆幸两个月前我做了个明智的选择，要不然，可能下不了蛋了，没宝贝。。

现在的我就像无头乌蝇， 天天都在做。。 人是人非，谁是谁非，不清不楚了。。 每个人都有偷生 的技巧，逃避的借口，天生t成精了。人的出发点都是为了自己，很怀疑人性格到底有没有海底针那么难捉摸，有多残忍和自私呢。。我也不知道，默默地做，会不会为自己带来好处呢？还是会让人骑在头上做牛做马？哎。。。。细胞又死几个了。。

这个舞台就是展示狐狸尾巴的最佳时刻，千万别错过这真心话，大挑战的游戏!说不定狐狸发功，个个都要跑了。。

First time in Zouk

I had successfully go for clubbing for the very first time in my life.. wow~ this was the memorable moment that i ever had because it was fun!

The entrance is expensive. damn! The beer got no taste, only gases. I can't drink as i easily drunk but i still can drink one shoot that nite without any feeling.. means alcohol free i guess.. the bass was damn loud, i can fell the dance floor is bursting soon!! but we manage to jump on it before it burst!

It was crowded that nite. People keep coming in and out. Stepped on my feet. Many hamsap lou tried to stay near v us. Luckily we hired body guard. We got ample space to shake. Nice to release stress, but definitely no good for health. People smoking there and there, hugging, kissing, drinking, pok mong-ing.. Dancing v friend is nice..

Dun try addicted to this kind of life. Must be alert in there. When i came out i regretted as the nicotine smell is v me.. now i can't feel my leg anymore...

This is so called "friday nite".

弥补不了的事

任意门，我要小叮当的任意门。不然月光宝盒也行。穿越时光回到过去。

现实中没有的东西人都渴望会有，或许有一天会有。 如果有了这两样东西，很多过去的事都能弥补，对吧。还记得那句“后悔难买早知道”。对不起，这三个字其实是弥补不了记忆和心灵。

至少，我领悟了。人都不完美。怪，只怪我修养不够。看来我要好好地检讨了。。小心翼翼地不代表不会受伤害。而不会害你但会全心爱你的只有家人。好好的弥补心灵吧。